We've been very clingy lately...Zach and I. He definitely knows something is about to happen. But the fact that I can't talk about it with him like I can with Abby makes things more difficult. He's stopped staying in the nursery at church and he was doing so well! But now he can't stand the thought of mommy leaving him in a room full of fun toys and people he knows for an hour and a half. You know what....I'm ok with that. He's been my "baby" for almost 2 1/2 years. I don't know how to describe it, but him being a boy makes this all feel different too. When he was born for some reason I thought he wouldn't need me as much as Abby did. Boys are supposed to be more rugged, independent, unemotional. I was very wrong. He's my baby in every sense of the word, walking around the house with his blankie and "boo" (pacifier).
I went through all this when I was pregnant with him, how would I love another baby besides my Abby?! But it just happened, there's love in my heart for both my children, and things are about to change again.
I went through all this when I was pregnant with him, how would I love another baby besides my Abby?! But it just happened, there's love in my heart for both my children, and things are about to change again.
Photo taken by my husband (he's so great!), processing done by me.
